Tue 11 Aug 2009
Realization
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Im kind of having a hard time explaining what Im feel lately. Loss for words I guess. I know I have so much to say during debriefing time, but how do I say it?
The children show me how to be happy. How the littlest things can make the biggest difference. Hours of play can be centered around one beaten up soccer ball. The children also just dont care who you are or where you come from, they just wanna embrace you… (kinda sounds like God right?).Yesturday and today we have gotten to do something a little different durning the VBSs. Normally VBSs are centered around just the children. But, Emily, came up with the idea to take the mothers, and pamper them. We painted nails! And rubbed lotion on their hands! They enjoyed it alot (I think)! I was so blessed by the mothers reaction!
The group. The group reminds me of peanut butter and jelly… and bannanas. We just all mesh together so well. Janelle and Dustin, well they always have me, lisa, and noah laughing. I have been learning a lot from Dustin and Janelle!… We spend the evenings sometimes just talking and sharing our thoughts from the day. I love it.
Today my assigned task was to move dirt around to make a drive way. It felt like no matter how much a pushed and shoveled, the ground was the same as it was when I started. I just couldnt get anywhere. The feeling that I was accomplishing nothing. Thats kinda how it is with me and my relationship with God right now. I feel as if, I can try and try to further my relationship with him, but its not good enough. Why isnt the relationship growing? Why is this christian walk so difficult and frustrating sometimes? Well, after some time today, looking back on the drive way I could see that, yes, it had made a slight difference… but sometimes… you just gotta sit back and wait for for the finished project. It takes time to realize what God is doing. I cant just wake up in the morning and be “tight” with Jesus…. I have to work and WORK at it. It can and will get frustrating…. but in the end the work will show, and it will all pay off.
And finally, I had a special girl today, shes a cutie. Her name is Maria. She loved pictures! I hope to see her again sometime.
Sophia Catherine Hayden :]

Kids at the VBS!

More kids at the VBS!!

Mi Amiga Maria!



